Wednesday, 16 October 2013

The dream and the dreamer


The dream and the dreamer


 

It’s late evening and for all the tumult outside it was awfully quiet in the room. The windows were shut tight locking out the world.  Only an eerie silence fills the dark space. Stale air hung still as night, undisturbed by the passing time. The room sits and waits, holding its secret deep inside.

She knew she’d been brought in to open up this riddle, to find an answer and yet she was not fully prepared for what lay ahead. Dressed in her white t-shirt and jeans she did not betray her profession. Even the jewellery she wore offered no explanation for her presence in the sealed room.  Penny took a deep breath and opened her eyes. The image she'd been given was still clasped in her hands. She found herself staring out of the window, the flashes of light from the passing traffic painted her shadow on to the wall. The illumination reminded her of the flickering candlelight in the room she’d just left. A shiver of familiarity passed over her, as if she’d been here before. Her soft brown eyes traced from the bay window following the unremarkable magnolia wall to the fireplace and television. Everything seemed peaceful and familiar; everything in its usual place, but a wrongness rang though the room.

 It was so quiet.  She found her attention drawn toward the glowing television set. Even with no sound the colourful cartoons contrasted the dark oppression of the room. As she grew closer to it, her apprehension grew. Penny felt her heart not so much creep but race to her throat as her eyes anxiously chased a glossy gossamer which covered the screen. In a moment of realisation she turned around where she was confronted by the horror of the situation.

There was blood everywhere and there slumped in the centre of it were two broken ragdoll shapes. The scene rewound and then played out like an old black and white horror movie, before Penny. She saw their mother stand over them still and quite. There was a distance in her eyes, a blank empty hate appeared to fill her body and take it over. The woman took the knife in her hands and brought it brutally down on to the children over and over. The woman’s robotic actions were extenuated the feeling of alienation within Penny; it was as if the woman were possessed. Regardless of how much Penny wanted it to stop she knew couldn’t interfere with the past; she was only an observer. Horrified she turned away and closed her eyes. When she reopened them she found she’d returned to the room with the flickering candle. Placing the image of the crime scene face up on to the table in front of her she stood up from her chair only to confirm with her client who the perpetrator of this act was.

Principles

New poem the title probably needs work but I can't think of any thing else so it'll do.....

This poem is from a group of poems/lyrics based on the themes defiance, acceptance and revenge this is from he first group, defiance.
 
Principles
 
I'm sick and tired of you propaganda and you lies,
It's the truth but only as you see it with your eyes.
Your selling but I'm not buying.
You're duplicitous in this conspiracy,
You ask for my silence and complicity,
But I can't submit to these unreasonable demands.
My mind is not yours to command.
You can't disguise the truth by dressing it in lies,
I taught  to reason as a child, to  look for answers with my own eyes.
I learnt to question and explore,

I can't' stop thinking...thinking big.
It's the lack of evidence I deplore.
Proof without evidence is no proof at all.
Just as words without any action have no meaning.
Your ideas leave me with a distasteful empty feeling.
I know everything is not as it seems,
False smile, false hope, false dreams.
You want us to fit an unobtainable ideal,
Which simply isn't real.
You subjugate and you imprison
To maintain your idealistic vision.
Every day you demand I compartmentalise myself in to a box
You like to think you control the locks,
But you can't take our thoughts and freedom,
For they are ours alone to give.
 
You have no power over me

Friday, 11 October 2013

A once forgotton story idea

I was looking though stuff when I found this it's old idea for a story...........


I am a vampire but to look at me you would not know it. You will find it hard to liken me to those of us portrayed in books, pictures and films. My face is not wrinkled or haggard. When I feed my face does not change, there are no demonic bulges busting from my brow. My teeth are as straight and level as yours are. For I do not need fangs to open a vein to drink you life away, mine is a different hunger. I do not fry like a piece of meat on a barbecue in the suns rays, if truth be told I enjoy a sunny day just like you. However I do object to the ideas of the tan addicts who’s ritualistic sun worshiping does more harm than good. We may not fry but skin cancer is just as much a risk for us as it is for you.

Like you also we to face death we are no more immortal than any other living creature and I too was born to the union of man and woman, there is no magic there only myth just like so much of your ‘knowledge’ and beliefs about my kind.

Our kind are very similar there are good and bad as well as the indifference among both our kin, and human and vampire can produce offspring from a union, our genetics are not so far apart, we are very alike you and I. Nonetheless I cannot be human just as you cannot be Vampire.

Although we are similar we are as different as cat and dog. Vampires you see cannot be ‘made’. Drink my blood and nothing other than the salty warmth of my sanguine liquor will fill you. As I have said we must be born you can no more be made a vampire than can I be made human, no matter how persuasive you are.

A lot of that which you take to be true about me is nothing more than fantasy, mere fairy tales. What was originally a metaphor to allow people to easy understanding has become myth. Fuelled by a lack of knowledge and ignorance this has lead to fear and hatred toward my kind, however there are a few that know.

I do not need to drink blood to survive, frankly the thought of drinking blood although not abhorrent (if needs be I as any animal will do that which is necessary for survival) does not appeal to me a great deal. I do not need you blood to make my own I like you eat food to allow me to grow. Nonetheless we need you to survive and you need us.

You see there was a quirk of nature that created our two species which now links us forever in a symbiotic relationship.
Many moons ago when we were as one we could gain all we needed from food and though our kinds habitual need to discriminate against and damn difference, bred ourselves apart.

Tuesday, 1 October 2013

Man's ruin

Here's a lyric I wrote a whilst ago
 
Man’s Ruin

 
Broken heart and broken mind,
I’ve nothing to loose and nothing to hide.
Empty mind and empty soul.
Ain’t goin’ nowhere I got nowhere to go.
You’ve No hope, no dreams, no aspiration,
You just sit and wait for the next temptation.
 
Pent up aggression and unfulfilled desire,
Make us want to get much higher.
Too many good times and too much booze
We’re game to win but we always lose.
We live to gamble. We live to drink.
Got nothing better to do why should we think.
 
              When your hate turns to anger and your belly fills with fire
              When your body fills with urges and your head fills with desire
              When you can’t resist the gamble and you always go under.
              You live, live by Man’s Ruin.
 
You offer so little and I always want more.
You can’t fulfil my needs; to you I’m a whore.
Don’t want no commitments, don’t want no ties.
We don’t like the truth so we fill you with lies
I’m everyone’s demon but no I’m man’s fool.
You’re my puppet you’re my tool.
 
You know you can’t resist a wager
Even though the odds are always in my favour.
Tonight your mine and I’m your desire
Lets play together and get a little higher
Want to take the poison got to flirt with danger.
But you want it all; you want it now not later.
 
              When your hate turns to anger and your belly fills with fire
              When your body fills with urges and your head fills with desire
              When you can’t resist the gamble and you always go under.
              You live, live by Man’s Ruin.

Broken heart and broken mind,
I’ve nothing to loose and nothing to hide.
Empty mind and empty soul.
Ain’t goin’ nowhere I got nowhere to go.
You’ve No hope, no dreams, no aspiration,
You just sit and wait for the next temptation.

             The Drink, the Women, the Game,
             The Drugs, the Men, this life of pain
             They say it’s not the destination but the path we take
             And in this life of pleasure we’re damned to man’s ruin